I really see…………the world that we create as individuals created by our darkest or lightest moments…….. being insightful is a curse…..being able to see and feel pain, happiness, love , lust, control, spite, rebel, games is a world so different to the shallow individuals who will just look at the surface of the water, too scared to touch it not wanting to create ripples, but appreciating the beauty of the false appearance it outlays. it feels like i am walking around as an outcast with the vision of peoples values games intentions watching the destruction we impose on other people to protect ourselves, with games!!! i am apart of this game, as the victim of the delusion imposed on me by the agonizing cloud resident. Oblivious to the poison that she has dishes out. listening only to the voice of her own heart, and silenced the voice singing out so loud of the pure genuine heart.
I am one of the searchers. There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content. We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach, we are drawn by the ocean, taken by its power, its unceasing motion, its mystery and unspeakable beauty. We like forests and mountains„ deserts and hidden rivers, and the lonely cities as well. Our sadness is as much a part of our lives as is our laughter. To share our sadness with one we love is perhaps as great a joy as we can know - unless it be to share our laughter. We searchers are ambitious only for life itself, for everything beautiful it can provide. Most of all we love and want to be loved. We want to live in a relationship that will not impede our wandering, nor prevent our search, nor lock us in prison walls; that will take us for what little we have to give. We do not want to prove ourselves to another or compete for love.
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| — | James Kavanaugh (via asilverlining) |
